…… to sit and write much of a post.
Sigh …… if it’s not one thing, it’s another.
The pleurisy that I fought with last week has pretty much abated to nothing.
But the pain underneath my shoulder blades has retuned with a vengeance.
It started yesterday, under my right shoulder blade, and by bed time I knew it was going to be a rough night.
It was an even rougher day.
The pain has been horrific and I can’t move without it shooting through my body at such an intensity as to leave me breathless.
Every once in a while I’m forced to use the Lamaze breathing, but it’s not helping. It’s all I can do to not just sit down and cry.
Tonight the pain is heading towards the area between my shoulder blades. And the pain is so bad that I feel nauseous.
What the hell is this about?!
Yes, I’ve been experiencing a lot of stress. More on that later.
It hurts too much to just sit in one spot and write.
Let me just say that moving by oneself sucks.
It shouldn’t be allowed.
But there you go.
If I spend much time thinking about all of the friends I’ve helped move over the past 20 plus years, I cry.
So I try not to do that.
It doesn’t change anything anyway.
The house is starting to look pretty great, so that’s good.
I wanted to end on a positive note.
Now I’m going to crawl into bed and pray for either an end to this pain, or a quick death.
Either would be welcome at this point.