…… and miss every single day with every fiber of my being.
Other than that …… T.A.N.W.*
*There. Are. No. Words.
My Second Plan A
After my first Plan A ended tragically, and all too soon, I came up with my second Plan A. It took a while, but now I'm ready to live again. And live fully.
My Second Plan A 
Thanks Janine, I also will never stop missing him. Approaching 18 months,I feel so tired of grieving and feeling lonely.
Estelle